CLIMBING BACK

NO MORE OPTIONS!
TIRED OF FALLING!, TIRED OF BITCHING!, TIRED OF BLAMING!, TIRED OF GOING AGAINST MY OWN BELIEFS, MY OWN FAITH, MAY OWN THOUGHTS, PRETENDING TO BE JUST AS HUMAN AS THE LOSERS AROUND ME, FORGETTING WHAT I HAVE LEARN ED BEFORE…WHAT I WAS TOLD SO MANY TIMES BY ALL THE ASCENDED MASTERS I’VE MET IN MY LIFE. ALL OF THEM, IN DIFFERENT TIMES HAVE COME AND TOLD ME HOW STRONG I AM, HOW SPECIAL, IN DIFFERENT SHAPES THEY CAME, WITH DIFFERENT NAMES; NOW I REMEMBER THEM, NOW I GO BACK TO THOSE MOMENTS WHERE THEY SHARE THEIR WISDOM, WHEN I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WAS COMING. WHEN I DIDN’T KNOW MY WORST ENEMY WAS MYSELF AND MY LACK OF FAITH IN WHAT I AM; MY ARROGANCE, MY STUPIDITY.
JUSTIFYING HERE AND THERE, EVERY FALL, SHAMEFULLY HIDING MYSELF FROM THOSE THAT REMIND ME OF ANY GREATNESS I ‘VE SHOWN BEFORE, BECAUSE I’M TOO LAZY TO GET IT BACK.
SHAMEFULLY LISTENING TO THE PEOPLE IN MY PAST ASSUMING I’M SUPER WELL OFF NOW, AS EXPECTED,BECAUSE I WAS SO GOOD BEFORE AT WHAT I DID.
PRETENDING, LYING , HIDING.
THIS LOOSER FEELING I’VE ADOPTED.!
BUT NO MORE!, ENOUGH!, IT’S AN INSULT TO MY OWN BELIEFS! WHAT I’VE BECAME! AND MY CREATION, IT’S AN INSULT NOT TO SUCCEED IN EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE, IT’S UNFORGIVABLE.
NOW, I’M GOING BACK TO THE PAST,  TO MY PAST; BUT NOT TO PICK REGRETS, NOT TO CRY FOR OLD SUCCESS, BUT TO GATHER STRENGTH.
I HAVE FOUND THE EMOTIONS TRAPPED IN MEMORIES,HELD EMOTIONS FROM OLD TIMES, AND I’VE FOUND OUT THAT BY TRAVELING IN TIME I CAN NOURISH MYSELF, MY SOUL AND MY MIND WITH THIS STRONG ENERGY, WITH THESE EMOTIONS, BECAUSE THEY NEVER FADE. I’ VE SEEN MY MASTERS AGAIN, I’VE REMEMBER THEIR VOICES, I’VE REMEMBER THEIR TEACHINGS.
I HAVE ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS BECAUSE I’VE INSULTED THEM AND MYSELF BY NEGLECTING MY POWER, BY WASTING MY TIME. I’M STILL CONFUSED, BUT STRONGER, I’M STILL LOST BUT POWERFUL, I’M STILL ALONE, BUT WITH THEIR COMPANY.
TODAY I WELCOME MY OLD TIMELESS BELIEFS AND THEIR ENERGY, I WELCOME MAY STRENGTH AND THEIR WISDOM. I AM BEING, I AM BEING THE BEST I CAN BE, FROM THIS MINUTE ON,  I AM IMPROVING EVERY MINUTE,  I AM EMBRACING CHANGE, CHALLENGE AND PAIN.
I WILL CHERISH MY OLD FAITH, FOR I’VE BEEN UNFAITHFUL.
I LET GO THE PAIN,
I LET GO THE ANGER,
I LET GO THE WEAKNESS, I AM CLIMBING BACK FROM THE DARKNESS OF DEPRESSION, SELF CREATED FROM THOSE WALLS OF FALSE ENTRAPMENT, OF FALSE WEAKENING. CREATED BY MY ABANDONED MIND.
I AM CLIMBING BACK ,  I AM FLYING BACK!,  
I AM LETTING GO THE SHYNESS, THE WARMNESS, THE EMPTINESS.
STRENGTH! , WIND! , WATER!, EARTH!, FIRE! I EMBRACE THY POWER.
MY BODY IS GETTING STRONGER, POWERFUL, FULL OF HEALTH, FULL OF JOY, MY MIND IS FILLED UP WITH LIGHT AND POSITIVE VIBES. THIS FIGHT AGAINST FAILURE AND WEAKNESS WILL BE RUTHLESS, CRUEL, AND  I AM NOT LOOSING IT, !  SO , SHAME FOR THE ONES WHO WILL STAND IN MY WAY, BECAUSE THEY’VE NEVER KNOWN THIS POWER!, SHAME FOR THE ONES WHO WILL CHALLENGE ME, BECAUSE THEY VE NEVER MET SUCH A WILL…….
FROM THE  DARK COLDNESS OF PLUTO, TO  THE MIGHTINESS OF SATURN, THE ENERGY FLOWS INTO MY SOUL, IT IS MY PRAYER, IT IS MY WILL, IT IS MY FAITH AND I AM RECEIVING IT ALL, EVERY SINGLE PART OF IT. THE UNIVERSAL ENERGY IS FILLING ME. NOBODY  KNOWS THE FUSION OF POWERS I’VE MET. THEY ARE HERE, FINALLY. THE TIME I’VE WAITED FOR.
IT WAS HARD AND PAINFUL ,

BUT  IT IS GONE, THE NUMBNESS IS GONE,
THEY ARE IN ME, THEY HAVE COME TO ME,
NOW THEY ARE HERE…………

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